Sadly, that was our relationship now. There would be highs and lows.

Despite being so depressed, restless and in pain of knowing I deserved better I didn’t know where else to turn or to go.

Instead, I stayed. I stayed in this situation thinking Sean loved me and I loved him. This was just a turn of events. This was something that we could fix…eventually; but alas it wasn’t till one of us walked away for the better.

I came home early one night from work and decided to cook us a romantic meal thinking that if I put some time aside for us both it would help heal our fragmented relationship. But if anything; it made it worse.

Sean flew into a wild rage. He smashed up all the lovely meal I had prepared, and