uttered those words, I knew God had not wanted me to get pregnant with my husband’s child. The doctor continued with his procedure and unblocked my tube which was very painful to say the least. I struggled to move, struggled to walk, struggled to do anything and to be honest I was also in shock that my husband had been right. It was my fault for not getting pregnant this whole time.

As I got dressed, I went back to see the main doctor who followed up with some medication and I was informed that I needed to wait a couple of days for my swabs to get back but in the meantime, I needed to ensure I saw an IVF specialist as that would be the best option for us both to get pregnant.

When I got home, he was asleep on the couch as usual. I went to the bedroom and tried to curl into a ball